I watch nostalgia surface, see it bite
at the sunrise that relieves the harvest moon.
This perfect weather – bright light day and night –
should be enough, but is not, to festoon
my autumn with the joys of the season:
canoeing, hiking, catching leaves that fall
like puzzle pieces teasing at my reason.
Why having much can I not have it all?
The past calls loudly but not using words.
I revisit places I have never been.
More of me than my eye pursues the birds
that gyre around the great church spire and then
flit out of sight, return once, and are gone
into the shade nostalgic thoughts bring on.
Dilettante Dadaists
They named their holiday home Spot of Endurance.
They used the same name for their horse and for their son
and their dog. From the school of life they remained truants
who laughed with rancour reading, ‘See Spot run.’
Time-Warp Warbles
He felt that for sure it must be some time somewhere.
He talked to himself many minutes about that.
The after-noon appurtenance seemed strange.
‘If this were any time anywhere at all,’ he thought,
‘I would’ve sworn that the time it was were morn.’
It’s a teapot. What? The pot. Thing what you called
appurtenance. Apparently it’s time
to pore, not snore, nor cogitate no more.
It is strange how poems spring complete, neat, and well ordered from mind to paper. Well, they actually don’t:

Review: A Handful of Dust

A Handful of Dust by Evelyn Waugh
My rating: 3 of 5 stars
I enjoyed reading it (on my Kindle) and it kept my interest to the end. Insights into a very different time and world.
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Obsessive Inertia
Yesterday I published ‘Obsessive Inertia’ over at Medium, which, as they say about themselves, is
‘a place where everyone has a story to share and the best ones are delivered right to you. Every day, thousands of people turn to Medium to publish their ideas and perspectives. Leaders. Artists. Thinkers. And ordinary citizens who have a story to tell. Posts range from scrutinies of world affairs to deeply personal essays.’
I like reading stories at Medium with a browser at their website and also with their app on phones and tablets. I will probably post more of my own there too.

Miami Six
We hug
the night away.
It’s heaven till we part,
cross town to man McDonald’s tills.
for cash.
Real Hells
are worse than this
eight hours shifting bits
of animals from fire to mouths
that smack.
Kids dropped
a cinder block
on Linda’s doll she held
in match stick arms. A taste of Crack
at dawn.
No cops
come here (no tanks).
No ambulances here
where Linda played her mother was
asleep.
At six
pink tourists peer
from sixty stories high
across the boulevard to see
the beach.
The kids
in ‘normal’ homes
watch television ads
then bus to spend their day in school
with guards.
At lunch
a lady’s fur
(chinchilla, chilly blue)
gets splashed with Cola near the pool.
She sues.
A thief
has lost his head.
He looses Uzi shots
that catch two tourists who’re surprised
to bits.
Fresh drenched
in CK1,
the pretty people prowl
where either sex and any name
will do.
A man
who’s happy here
and likes his wife and job
offends some beach front bandit, gets
run down.
The rich,
the really rich,
buy politicians’ smiles,
and being faces that we know,
get ours.
A nun,
someone who cared,
can’t turn attention off.
Now working-drinking-praying’s failed
she jumps.
We raise
a million bucks
to put a greeting in
a rocket NASA’s sending up
to Mars.
Shifts end.
The centre holds
we tell ourselves, and war
is what the bloody Balkans have,
we say.
Finlandia
In a minute she will say ‘good morning’ and the ghosts
will scamper from my skull back to Biafra
where, like every day, the conquerers will kill them
and wipe the bayonets on oil-stained grass.
The sun will race everywhere when she opens the curtains,
its beams, at this prime distance, bringing me warmth
more bearable than gun barrels burning flesh from hands
that tried to push the noise and the light away.
My distance from the sun will make me welcome
its particles, the way we welcome ambassadors
who bring this message from so many lands:
Our oil supply stays safe, and in good hands.
Five minutes after firing stops, birds sing.
The smells of coffee, butter, fresh croissants
and the sounds of Jan Sibelius do their work
expecting my greeted skull to say it’s fine.
© Alan Reynolds, 1998 – 2016
I have worked and reworked this poem over the years, trying to write something that expresses my reaction to what I feel is the madness of being well adjusted in a maladjusted world.
There are too many examples of the maladjusted world. Here I went back to one which had a name and face many years ago, Biafra, conflating it with today and any day. Maybe I chose Biafra as my ‘scene’ (and Finlandia as my title, especially when listening to the music) because of Kurt Vonnegut, who wrote so movingly about that country when it was one: The Republic of Biafra, May 30, 1967 – July 17, 1970: ‘The tune of Biafra’s national anthem was Finlandia, by Jan Sibelius. The equatorial Biafrans admired the arctic Finns because the Finns won and kept their freedom in spite of ghastly odds.’ Wampeters, Foma & Granfalloons: Opinions, 1974. p. 140.
