Vive le HSF-1! Vive le DAF-16!

Do not forget that janitors grow old.
They sweep up and they keep on sweeping up
on automatic, no need to be told.
They sweep until they age and pass the cup

to no one. Without replacements you forget.
Commemorative plaques give way to Plaque
Forgetful, and it is not over yet.
First memory, then muscles — the attack

moves on until the person who was you
subsides into a shadow form that leaves
but little more than molecules and glue
of the who it was your faithful lover grieves.

No one can stop the hell there is to pay
when janitors grow old, retire, can’t play.

 
————–
Hooray, they’ve found the key to keep our minds
preserved from dying at Alzheimer’s hands:
They’ve identified the janitorial kinds
of cells we share with worm C. elegans.

The scientists are cautious, but the press
exults as if they’ve found the holy grail.
A little worm shall lead us, they profess,
and if it does not, others in the pail

will serve to break Death’s hold on human brains.
With memories intact we shall not die!
The ONLY standing hurdle that remains
will fall, now we’ve the key with which to pry

our freedom from Alzheimer’s mortal clock.
Now ALL that’s left to do is find the lock.

The inspiration for this pair of sonnets was an AP article “Cleanup Crew Clears Way for Research. Scientists have discovered molecular janitors [one of these proteins is named HSF-1, and another is called DAF-16] that clear away a sticky protein that plays a role in Alzheimer’s disease until they get old and quit sweeping up. The finding helps explain why Alzheimer’s is a disease of aging. More importantly, it suggests a potential new weapon: drugs that give nature’s cleanup crews a boost….”

Stormed Out

I check the time and see that it is now.
The map confirms that where we are is here.
I look as far as gathering clouds allow.

What is a place when landmarks disappear?
Who knew wind blew so wildly? All fell down.
The map confirms that where we are is here.

It’s already hard to think this was a town
and that a forest. Where are all the trees?
Who knew wind blew so wildly? All fell down.

If there is no inside, tonight we’ll freeze.
Where the sun shown briefly through, would that be east
and that a forest? Where are all the trees?

Of all our problems it is not our least
that we learn that what we’ve lost we never liked.
Where the sun shown briefly through, would that be east?

We kept eyes closed and heads down as we hiked.
I check the time and see that it is now
that we learn that what we’ve lost we never liked.
I look as far as gathering clouds allow.

The Secret Garden’s Secret

The secret garden’s secret is it’s dying.
More actively: we mortals take its life.
Not all of us. Some gardeners work hard trying
to block, with shovel, hoe, and pruning knife,
the money floods we other folk let loose
to flow like black gold over garden walls.
We show great interest in attempts to sluice
the topsoil’s gold we cart in carryalls
to fertilise our fantasy we’re gods
and need no roots, or none that we can’t make.
We modern humans, jumped-up amphipods,
pretend we don’t need wildlife, and we stake
all species’ fate in underfunded schools
that clap for gardeners but can’t buy them tools.

A Moral Man

A moral man, and such am I,
believes there’s something in the sky
or in some sacred Spring, or Wood
that knows and teaches what is good.

I spend hours on my knees
imploring It to tell us please
(all of us, not only me)
what ethic guides eternity.

Of all that’s born the best part dies
and so perhaps the most truth lies
here inside our happy home,
or harrowed through our garden’s loam;

and thinking this I’ve dug up yards
of debris searching in the shards
of pottery for runes and paint
that might mark truth, however faint.

Today at dawn I’ll rise to go
down to a stream where willows grow
from tears I’m told that fairies weep
to fill the rivers then the deep.

Eclipse

Shaped stones, old customs, woks of weird words.
He hawks his worn collections near the wall
and leans against it: nose and toes in sun,
his back and buttocks buttressed in bricked shade
against the cold-toned, more-than-mortal rocks.

Tunes culled from dirges echo in his eyes
as he sees music others only hear.
Green dancing girls gyre in a wincing wind
rewinding age-cold ashes back to fires
where logs incarnate trees from falling flames.

A carnal vision drums inside his ears.
His others senses scintillate in step
and glory glitters as it did before
he stepped aside, to make a place for that
which accustomed him to seek the shade of walls.

He shades his eyes as shadows shape a ghost
who speaks his name and offers him a stem
with wicked thorns and topped by one wan bloom,
a flawed rare beauty of the lethal kind
he’s hidden from since moving to this land.

The thorns are real and tingle in his hand.
He feels arthritis amble off in time,
and space escapes attention, while the shade
addresses him in language he’d forgotten
and tells him that his mission is complete.

The sun itself seeks shelter at such times,
and walkers who were sweltering grow chill.
Some, in the darkness, seek each other’s hands
and, when the sun returns, they see it seize
and sear two shadows sitting by stone woks.

Sweet One-Hundred

Our geriatric acrobatic dance,
our subtle art, goes sometimes undiscerned
by passers-by. And by you too. Your glance,
pale pilot flame from passions banked, has turned
my head for decades, and today. The trance
the orderlies assume I’m in is one I’ve learned,
to masquerade my yearnings. They run sweet,
while I doze sitting, silent. I’m discreet.

Marvelous musing of the Month’ April 1997 on web site A Little Poetry